Butterfly to be

I always want to believe i am better than i am; or deny how i really am, because i know i am for grateness, but i lie to myself: i am not a butterfly yet, i am just a worm. I am a tiny worm that sees grateness and thinks it will never get there, so i say to myself; i am a butterfly that does not tolerate my worm-like instincts. But thats a lie, because as a butterfly, i would not notice my worm-like instincs, i would see them with compassion, because, i would be a buterfly and whom posses the virtue does not reject what is not like her, on the contrary, is tolerant because that is a virtue, and to be able to excersise and not only to love it; never reject, complain or have any kind of untolerance upon the lake of....

Love and virtue is not what comes against something we think is "bad". But love and virtue is itself thinking that tehre is no bad, because with the eyes of love everything is seen with the little good there is in it, or its process, ive been told,everyhting is in the process of becoming something else...

Just know, we are not yet virtuos, but on the contrary aspire to it, we arr getting closer rk becoming butterflies, but for now, i will have to settle with my worm-like :)